Calling or Conditioning?

I have been pondering the notion of Spiritual Calling even more recently lately. The idea that we each have a personal destiny and genius to unfold and express through our lives feels to me all at once pragmatic, comforting and inspiring.

As the worldly structures that once appeared reliable and trustworthy disintegrate around us.

As some of the most powerful world leaders appear increasingly unstable, immoral and unfit for duty.

As tech oligarchs with alliegance only to increase the profit of their companies wield increasingly terrifying levels of power.

As nature herself is in flux, with frequent natural disasters around the globe, and the North Pole drifting towards Siberia at a rate of approximately 40-50kms per year.

As we watch helpless and aghast in horror at the suffering, and painful gasping deaths of innocent children who are the victims of a war that started long before they were born.

As we race towards the AI end game so much faster than we can even conceive of the implications.

How do we each navigate a world like this?

How do we find meaning when there are so many existential threats that to consider them all is to stare into the abyss?

When the North Pole itself is shifting…

What compass can we trust to navigate by?

This is the challenge we each must face in our lives. It has always been thus, but now the consequences for missteps are great.

I am certain that our cultural conditioning is not up to the task, and ultimately we must each find and create our own inner navigation system.

I am also certain that we each have that internal navigation system, we are just often conditioned away from listening to it, or trusting it.

As it becomes ever more difficult to discern what is true, what is relevant, and what is even real by our external senses of sight, sound and touch, we must go inside to listen to the subtler cues of our intuition, gut feeling, and soul calling to guide us.

This is why I feel so very grateful that I have trodden an off-beat path all my life. I feel weirdly, in many ways, very well prepared for this era of change, and grateful that I get to prepare my children and students as best as I can.

Change is my bread and butter.
Life altering transformation, ego death and rebirth, ecstatic heart opening is just another Tuesday.

I am the weird mystical child who heard voices and saw things other people couldn’t perceive.
I am the singer who learned to read and guide the collective energy of a crowd in my decade singing in nightclubs.
I am the coach who has the reps of many thousands of hours of 1:1 sessions in my bones holding space for the deepest secrets, shames, grief and longing to be alchemised.
I am the writer that knows how to channel my own thoughts and assemble them into a transmission of wisdom far better than any AI could ever hope to replicate.
I wrote essays on existential crisis in high school.
My art piece for my HSC was a representation of the 4 elements and “Yggdrasil” the tree of life that connects all from Norse Mythology.
I wrote dissertations on simulacra and the authentic power of the raw voice for my degree in Communications.
I grew up on She-Ra, Buffy, Xena, Ripley, and Sarah Connor.

Like many children of the 80’s I have been preparing for this age my whole life.

And I feel the call stronger than ever.

I felt the call as a lonely child that felt so displaced hoping for the Aliens to come take me away from this painful planet back to wherever I was really from.

I felt the call as I realised that my Soul actually did choose to come here and be here for this transition on Earth.

I felt the call when I first learned NLP and really began my journey of conscious healing and transformation.

I felt the call when I first learned about Levels of Consciousness and then the Spiral, and saw myself in the mission to support raising the consciousness of humanity to 500, the level of love.

I felt the call when I was guided to take over leadership of The Spiral, even though I knew it would cost me in so many ways, that it was a necessary duty and responsibility.

I felt the call the year leading up to Covid, knowing that something world altering was about to happen, but not knowing what it would be.

Every time I help a client connect with their Souls Knowing I feel the call.

Every time I lead a class or guide a group and the transmission comes through me I feel the call.

What is the call?

For me it is the moment when I feel the divinity of creation itself moving through me.
It is the longing to connect with and be witnessed by like-minded souls sharing a journey of growth and evolution.
It is the yearning to unfold myself from false constraints, to expand and express what is unique and true inside me for the benefit of all beings.
And to experience the deep meaningful joy that courses through me when I do.

I have been dancing with expressing my voice, my signal, my essence my calling my whole life.

I see so many people who have lost that spark of aliveness that comes with being attuned to ones own essence.

It pains me to witness the deadening that happens when someone is so bound by their conditioning that their light is slowly being choked out of them.

The painful extinguishing of aliveness when weighed down by so many obligations, constrictions and conditions that one does not even know their own truth anymore.

My calling is to unbind my fellow humans from these invisible chains.
To help remind them of their sovereignty.
To assist them to prioritise their own truth, honour and integrity.
Which of course is what I have been doing for and with myself also.

One of the fastest ways to help people break free is The Spiral process. It is a profound system clean up that is akin to many years of therapy in just a couple of powerful months.

Mei and I have poured blood, sweat and tears into stewarding this healing modality because it is worthy of sacred guardianship. And the world will need this method and many practitioners to support the many millions of people who are already feeling the pain and uncertainty of forced change.

If you are feeling the call to find your most meaningful life path, or to support others to transform and heal also, you might want to consider this method.

Those who don’t know how to tune into their own inner knowing and discernment, and follow their own path will become increasingly vulnerable to the machinations and agendas of others.

Those who do have these Emotional Intelligence skills practiced and can work with their own inner compass, attune to what their body needs, self-generate safety and joy without relying on external structures will fare better over the next decade of radical upheaval. We do not know exactly what is coming, but we can prepare ourselves by training for change.

There are many wonderful paths and methods for one to discover their truth, heal their past conditioning and discover their soul path. This is not the only way.

This is just one very powerful, fast and effective option that well suits those who feel connected to spirituality but disillusioned by religion.

We have a training starting at the end of August. If you feel the call, email me and we can have a chat to discover if it’s right for you. Enrollment closes 15th August.

If this is right for you, listen to the call inside and take action. Either way, I hope and trust something has stirred within you to take action towards your correct next step. May all beings be free.